I, like, gotta spill the beans about my super weird journey, you know? It's like this constant struggle, and, like, I can't believe I'm telling you all this crazy stuff. But, whatever, if it helps me stick to this, um, strange path, I'm all in. So, here's the kinda embarrassing story of, uh, me, Basti, the sissy who can't escape his own humiliation.

Okay, so back in the day, I found these, like, weird videos that were kinda like, "Why not check them out?" So, I did, and it turned into this totally weird transformation thing. At first, it was just for fun, like a break from boring Basti life.

But, like, something creepy happened with these videos. My moves started getting, you know, all girly without me even trying. It's like I fell into this strange rabbit hole I didn't even mean to find.

Then, bam! My ex, Nuria, was like, "You're more trouble than you're worth." Ouch, right? That breakup was like a one-way ticket to a world where being embarrassed is the main game, and I'm the main player. Life got all dark, and now I'm dealing with this new me, where being treated like garbage is my new best friend.

Oh, and here's the juicy part. I totally got into being humiliated, especially with that weird hypno thing. I know, it sounds nuts, but Nuria's drama fueled this messed-up trip where I let myself go through all this embarrassing stuff. The doubts she stirred up? Yeah, they're like the base for some seriously humiliating moments.

But wait, there's more. If I had to spill the most embarrassing secret that made Nuria leave, it's the size of my, you know, private bits. Super awkward, right? Like being naked in front of a bunch of people, just waiting for them to start laughing.

Surprisingly, though, I'm not mad. I'm, like, totally into being Basti, the sissy, addicted to getting treated like trash. Bring on the mockery and insults – it's like my weird currency now.

The struggle, though, is real. Always fighting not to go back to the old, not-humiliated Basti and dealing with what everyone expects. Being in this strange lane? Not easy. Every step's a reminder of the weird desires that make me, me.

So, here I am, spilling all the deets of my change, looking for help on this crazy path. It's a strange, embarrassing journey, and if you've got tips or a story like mine, I'm all ears. Go ahead, embarrass me more, share your thoughts. Let's make this even weirder together.

Acceptance, in this weird way, is like its own trip. I'm cool with being Basti, the sissy, figuring out life between what people want and what I want. Humiliation's not just a thing I use to deal; it's like this strange friend I got used to.

To wrap it up, this is the kinda silly tale of Basti – a trip of change, acceptance, and always trying to stick to a weird destiny that's embarrassing and all. Not for the faint-hearted, but it's mine, and I'm going through this strange path, hanging on to whatever bit of dignity I got left.