I knew as soon as I put on my first bra and panties that I was an effeminate sissy and would never be a real man. From that point on I would wear women’s lingerie and clothes every chance I got.The first time I got caught dressed up in women’s underwear I was humiliated, but discovered that the humiliation turned me on. I have since set myself up to get caught and post my pictures online, risking exposure to people that know me. When someone finds out I am a cock loving sissy faggot, it is about the hardest my cock ever gets.Lately I have been thinking more and more about naked men. I jack off to pictures of them and videos of them jacking off. My dream is to one day be on my knees dressed in pretty pink women’s lingerie with a real man’s stiff cock in front of me. I want to suck him until he’s rock hard and then spread my legs and let him fuck me in the ass.