December 06, 2025: Each morning Kram my straight side, types in my name to open my sissy blog to delete my sissy life as he does so with each stroke of the key board I, SissyMmarsha come to life and ever so firmly,but gently gain control of his body with my mind. He has no chance these days in purging me out of his life. I love being a sissy and will continue my sissification via the sissy training videos on the net. I am a sissy $#%#$% for life, and love being a sissy so much! Kram keeps begging me to let him back into being in control of his body and mind, but my answer is becoming a resounding no! His desire to delete me , I cannot allow that would be foolish on my part; he will either fade away or learn that my dominance is here for the rest of my sissy life and his weak pathetic straight life. OMG I am so sissified today, I think this is it no turning back ever again! I accept it, my sissy life! By mid afternoon Kram was able to get my sissy mind to clam down and he was then able to get some of his manly things done. I guess I will have to let him out or they won’t get done! Someone has to do them and much more prefer to do sissy things.

 
December 05, 2025: Again I made it back after a 24 hr purge! Kram will never delete me for very long maybe a day or two, but that’s it I am now and forever; he will have to get use to  having me, SissyMmarsha around! In the last 24 hours I have gone in a full sissy straight personality circle. 360 degrees its so hard to explain!  I just know when I am feeling like a sissy that I can’t think of why I want to be straight and the vice versa is true. 
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December 03, 2025: I am not suppose to be here today, but Kram flew to close to my sissy stuff; his plan was to delete it, but he has been captured and I am awaken again for today! I am SissyMmarsha over and over I keep repeating that in my head. OMG today again I am totally sissified and love feeling this way, can’t help it as I fall into sissy bliss, so fucking sissified. There is no way back for Kram he is just going to have to accept my presence more and more every day! and then? more and more until he is completely gone and I SissyMmarsha remain in control of his body and mind. I am so sissified today, just gonzo anyway it is best not to fight it, just yield to the sissy wave until it is over, and it will end like all other sissy waves end in frustration.
 
 
 

December 02, 2025: Another Sissy day in the life of me, SissyMmarsha, a cum craving sissy! Today, I am  probably, no definitely having, some of the most intense sissy feelings ever co mingled with jabs of straightness! I am constantly flipping back and forth between me, SissyMmarsha and my old self, back wards straight self Kram Nosredneh if I or you could look in the mirror what would I see looking back at you? Kram wants to purge me, delete my sissy stuff and I want out to be me the sissy I need to be to fulfill my sissy desires in every way! I have got to go, this is just so cra cra today! Kram opened my blog up and I come alive. He cannot keep me suppressed I am to strong and am triggered awake by the least tiny thing that triggers  my sissy being.

December 01, 2025: Kram tried so hard today to keep me from posting, obviously he has failed. Perhaps he will purge me tomorrow, but not if I SissyMmarsha can stop him, I am a sissy for ever!?

November 29, 2025: looks like Kram, my straight side, is winning the war against me, SissyMmarsha, he has developed a new technique to control his emotions. Lets see where today ends and if I can make a come back or better yet take a load of cum on my back! ha ha love and miss being a sissy slut especially with my sissy friends Davina. OMG I am a sissy ! Chatted with FoxySissy today what a slut! Oh ya I forgot the most important thing about purging my sissy side, and that is that when you do come back the sissy rebound is so fucking strong!
 
November 23, 2025: Wow again a couple of days no Mmarsha; Kram is slowly purging me out, hid new feel, pause, think, appropriate act is working! Boohoo perhaps I may disappear for good, he has been trying to win control of his life from me for 8 years with no light in sight just further down the rabbit hole he goes and I love that. I am SissyMmarsha and I love being sissy!
 
November 20, 2025: Another sissy day begins, always in the same manner as the sissy day before with Kram awakening first, trying to take control and as usual yielding to me, SissyMmarsha, ; he always thinks before I awaken that he can change the days out come and keep me bottled up inside of himself, but that seems impossible these days as I become more indoctrinated, more comfortable and more in love with myself as a full fledged sissy. Basically I am on a sissy cycle which is where I go from being straight for a few days  to sissy for about 15-30 days and back again to straight; I have no control and seem to be at the whim of the stars.  It was a sissy day, I am so sissified and love it!