I went all my life not smoking then I went to my extended family‘s house where they all smoke Rachel offered me a cigarette I declined at first but she insisted we went outside where I smoked several cigarettes while she watched my head was so dizzy and I liked the feeling but little did I know I would continue and now I’m quite a heavy smoker that was two years ago but even now I find when I smoke it relaxes me and makes me a bit giddy I can’t stop